Frustrating Day

Frustrating Day

Just finished 2 hours of yet another Maths session. Had Philosophy before that. It’s not that I am trying to be dense. If I could understand remember half the crap I’ve done over the last two years, I promise you I’d do it… UGH! It’s just FRUSTRATING!

I don’t think I’m making much sense. *Sigh*

I need to go and get ready for Sports Awards Evening (which is in… an hour and a bit). I wish I could say I’m excited for it. But I’m not.

We usually get to wear nice clothes, organise a dress code with our respective team members and then we all go and eat dinner and make fun of all the coaches (well the Head of Dept. in particular) and laugh at the photos they put up of us all from over the last year… but this year?

We all have to wear uniform. There won’t be a dinner.

It’s a “formal” school event.


It’s so stupid. I’m so glad I’m leaving, this freaking school is trying to be stuff it’s just not. I don’t know who they’re trying to impress but it certainly isn’t US, the STUDENT BODY… you know, the kids you’re SUPPOSED to be celebrating?

No, we don’t matter at all. Typical really.

Gah. I’m just in a bad/stressy place right now. Exams are around the corner and I feel underprepared and stupid. Screw shit.

I’m going to watch Jared Padalecki shake his ass on repeat for the next hour and see if it makes me feel better. Bye.


Long, LONG Day

Long, LONG Day

I had 4 sessions of revision today. FOUR.

Maths, Philosophy, Biology and English.

Well the English thing was a dinner. No-one died so that’s good (I think…). Talked about a lot of things… not much english revision, but it was still a “revision” sesh. Whatever.

I’m really distracted now so I can’t really write in sentences… so yeah… bye. I’ll try and write more tomorrow. Exams start on Thursday. Shoot me. Ugh.


Time For Change


So! I finally did it! I changed my URL.

Figured I wasn’t going to make it to Greece anytime soon- I won’t stop working towards it though. On top of that I feel like too many kids from my school are reading my blog. It’s not that I mind, it’s just frustrating to have to worry about who’ll read what. It’s a bit like what happened with my Wattpad account. I can’t post much on there because I know that people from my school read it and creative writing is nearly as personal as blogging is because it’s your dreams and fantasies that you’re putting out there to be criticized.

Apparently I’m not putting as much “juicy stuff” into my blog as I used to. I don’t want people reading this for “juicy” gossip from my life! Read because you’re interested! Not because you want to know about me and then pretend like you don’t know me in school… I don’t know. I’m in a weird mood right now. Kinda glum really.

I’m pretty sure this URL change will keep people away, even if only for a little bit. If they want to find me bad enough, I’m sure they will find me, no problem. But for now it’ll be quiet on the Singapore side (with any luck).

Exams are 4 days away and I’m stressed as all hell.

I just want to eat ice cream and cry and bury my head in the ground. Or dig a hole and wither away in it. Or just sob over Jared Padalecki’s perfection. Here is the tumblr of Pure Padahump Joy.

I swear to goodness this blog has vaporized my ovaries. I’m a scrambled mess. Mhmm CUT ME A SLICE! Pada-lover right up in hurrrrr. Teehee. This blog is perfection. JARED is perfection.Ā 

Anyway, that’s enough objectification of him for now šŸ˜›

Tomorrow has me frazzled. I have so much tuition to fit into one day I might explode.

IĀ think I have Maths Tuition from 10am-12pm. IĀ know I have Biology Tuition from 4pm-6pm (that I have to pay for… if mum doesn’t give me the money it’ll have to come out of my Greece Funds. Let’s face it, if I don’t graduate then Greece will only ever be a fantasy). Somewhere in there I have to fit in a Philosophy session- I’m hoping my teacher will come to Starbucks for an hour and go through it with me tomorrow, I really don’t want to have to go into school :/

What else… oh yeah. I have an English Group Revision Session-Slash-Dinner Out thing. Shoot me now. You heard me. An entire dinner with my English class. I have to hang out with people I don’t like OUTSIDE OF A SCHOOL ENVIRONMENT. I have to pretent I actually like my English teacher as a person. *Shudder*

I can act. Not that well.

Mum doesn’t get back until midnight so I’m staying up until she gets here so I can clear this all with her before the shit hits the fan tomorrow morning. There’s so much to sort out.

I can’t tell her so much of what’s happened this weekend either. I came home from Chimmercharlie’s house at 4-5ish today. I slept over at hers last night when I was supposed to have come home and SLEPT AT HOME at 11pm on the Saturday night after Rander’s party. Sooo much stuff I wasn’t meant to do. Talk about being a rebel (read: absolute idiot because FREAKING HELL EXAMS ARE 4 FREAKING DAYS AWAY).


I guess I should really go back and tag all my previous posts. Goodness it’s been a while since I’ve done that… O.o

I’m going to do a final check of the house now. Make sure it’s perfection before mum gets in. Night all!

Hectic, Crazy Day

Hectic, Crazy Day

Soooooo lots has happened in the last 24 hours. I’m so tired! Mum’s back in… 2 hours. I’ve cleaned my room and the house and done about a hundred chores. Proud of myself to be honest, I really am one of those people that have a silver spoon in my mouth, I have no problem admitting it, I’m lucky- so to do hard work (every once in a while) makes me feel like I’m not so spoilt (even though I am).

Then I found a website devoted to padahumps. Made my day. Love the website. It’s saved on my desktop for a rainy day šŸ˜€

I’m sooooo tired though. Baii


Party Hard Tonight

Party Hard Tonight

So I have a Birthday Dinner Party tonight. Black and white theme only. Strictly. So I’ve pulled out all my suitable dresses and shoes… I have no idea what to wear. (Neither did I realise just how many black and white dresses I have! Way to go Chamber Choir!)

So yeah. I’m heading to Chimmercharlie’s place to study and get ready for the night. I really feel like putting an effort in tonight so this is going to be challenging. I should be focusing on exams though- they are 4 days away. Feck.

Eeeesh. So many practice papers to do. Exams. Ick. I don’t wanna. *Pouts*


Squeeze a Post In

Squeeze a Post In

Eeeek- just in time!!

I did a lot of chores today… then went into school and revised for a bit at 3pm. (WHO GOES INTO SCHOOL AT THE END OF THE SCHOOL DAY TO WORK? I do.) Then performed my last ever two songs with the school (and one solo). Didn’t cry. So proud. Can’t believe I’m less than a week away from exams. Ugh. Shoot me.

Have a birthday party dinner tomorrow night so I should probably get my beauty sleep (or shave my legs. *shrugs*) tee hee.

Night all! šŸ™‚


One Week Left

One Week Left

I’m dying.

I’ve been in school all day and decided to drop in on my Philosophy teacher and go over my worst essay topic- Descartes. Six sides of A4 later and I’m pretty darn confident with it now! šŸ˜€

Then I thought I’d done myself proud and haven’t really been working since… hence the note from Staples.

We have an atlas moth outside the library! Yay! I don’t know why I get so excited about them… you don’t see them that often but they’re not endangered… I don’t think.

Hmmmmm… not much else to report- the Muck Up Day photos are on their way promise (Y)


Ugh Another Day

Ugh Another Day

Not really much to say about today… I was very productive in school (got a paper 1 and 2 done in Chem). Had a rip-roaring argument with my mum (but what’s new). Returned my Muck-Up Day costume and had dinner before tuition. After tuition I watched “Jeeves and Wooster” with dad and now I’m here… not been terribly exciting, but hey it’s pre-exams… life isn’t meant to be exciting yet šŸ˜›


Getting Things Done

Getting Things Done

Not in terms of revision, but in terms of being a big kid.

(Chores, I did chores.)

Only came into school about an hour ago but I’ve done washing and house-y stuff. What now… oh yeah, came into school and have done… not much. So yeah.

I have Biology and Maths tuition later so I’ll just do my work then. Hummmmmm de hmmmmmm………

I don’t really have much else to say so byeee


It’s a Monday.

It's a Monday.

Ew ew ew ew ew ew Monday. :S

9 days to go. Came into school at normal time and have done nothing until about an hour ago… I’m not enjoying this. It’s claustrophobic how close these exams are. IB is here. It’s right up in your face. It demands to be acknowledged.

*Head desk*

I don’t want to be me right now.

I’m doing a Chemistry paper now… I should be doing English or Philosophy… I’m not. Why am I so unmotivated and generally shit? Harrumph.

Watch me revise like a mad-thing and do well. I refuse to fail. I need to pick myself up and instill discipline within my heart. I can do this. I CAN DO THIS.

Seeya next time guys! šŸ™‚


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