A Day in Jared and Jensen’s Life

Okay so this is the video that I got my desktop background off (approx. 4:45) :3

It’s from about season 2 or 3 I reckon… (because I’ve certainly watched the tiny scene clip that they show us…)

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Back To School One Last Time

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Oh dear god. I’m here. It’s here. This is finally happening. I’m in the final countdown until my last day of high school EVER.

Last night I watched about 5-6 hours of behind the scenes/ comicon interviews for Supernatural. SO FREAKING GOOD. But now my eyes are sore as hell.

Somehow I changed my background desktop picture too… I have no idea how to turn it back or if I even WANT to turn it back… it’s a still from “A Day in Jared and Jensen’s Life”. (OMG WHY ARE THEY SO GODLIKE AND BEAUTIFUL)… it’s from their make-up trailer bit where Jared’s eating all the candies :3

Here:

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*gurgles*

*collapses*

*convulses*

Excuse me while I scrape my ovaries off the wall…

It’s certainly an improvement on my previous background (my IB exam schedule- which I now know by heart) and I certainly need his gorgeous face to get me through each hellish day. I really make this much harder for myself than it needs to be. If only I would do the freaking work… :/

Choices

Current Status: Revising at Chimmercharlie’s place

But I wasn’t about 2 hours ago… hurhurhur

The mission: Get Muck Up Day Costumes has been completed! I’m going to match Chimmercharlie, Manders and Pheebers. I won’t say WHAT our costume/s is/are… but it’s going to be good :3

I’ve also been looking at Prom Dresses with my mum and have found a few potentials (yay!). Furthermore- I tried on a Cinderella dress at the costume shop and although it wasn’t amazing (I have a photo somewhere) it was better than nothing. I felt like a princess in it- it was like a big kid’s princess dress (sort of like the ones that mums make for their kids…). I’ll upload a picture later if I can…

Prom and Muck Up Day have had me preoccupied for the last 2 days. Muck Up Day is LESS THAN A WEEK AWAY!! I can’t believe my last 4 and a half days of school are finally here!

o.O

Also. I finished the first half of Buffy Season 4 and desperately want to get my hands on the second half of the season. I’ve tried to swear off Supernatural for the next 33 days (well I actually started yesterday… then promptly watched episode 13 of Season 3), but I can see it being very hard. I don’t know what will be harder- watching the Winchester boys suffer… or NOT watching them. Ugh. The hard decisions we fangirls must make.

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Out of Time… Oopsie

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So I didn’t get around to reblogging today… whoops.

Short summary though:

– I went to school
– Chimmercharlie taught me a lot of Biology
– I FINISHED SEASON 2 OF SUPERNATURAL
– I cried a lot. A LOT a lot.
– I went out to dinner with the fam
– Dropped mum and sister off at the airport
– Am preparing to go to the Apple store tomorrow to get my iPod and laptop checked out (and probably buy a new charger…)

I am a bit worried about tomorrow morning to be honest… I’ll have to be a big kid :S

At least I’ll get to start Season 3 tomorrow! WOOO!! ๐Ÿ˜€

Photo’s from last night! More are coming! For now there is only this one (courtesy of Avalon):

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The Marathon

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Didn’t go exactly to plan… I only got through 15 episodes (pretty decent headway!). BUT apparently I’m on the brink of heartbreak. The very next episode (and for the following 5) is supposed to be the first in a string of- for lack of better words- heartbreaking Sam episodes. So Iย think I’m ok with not watching them yet… I’m going to aim to not watch them until the end of exams. Seeing as exams START in 33 days… yeah, we’ll see how that goes. I have a feeling I’ll be clawing to watch them all tomorrow at school haha.

Went out for dinner, which was lovely. I’m going to miss my friends here. I really hope I’ll be able to go to the UK for Uni, but another part of me is desperately clinging to the desire to go to Australia. I’m choosing between friends and family. If I’m only going based on weather- then Australia. Based on degrees- UK. Based on money- Australia. Friends- UK. Family- Australia. It’s a hard choice. The degree one is the most persuasive, but the money one weighs heavily on my shoulders too.

Ugh. I shouldn’t be thinking about that right now. I’ll wait until I get my grades back and worry about Uni then…

I’m not sure how much sleep I got last night. We went to sleep at some point between 3 and 4am… woke up at some point around 11am and 12pm… I don’t even know. Going out to dinner was weird because I kept thinking about Supernatural and trying to see this world through Sam and Dean’s eyes. There were FAR too many people out tonight- it’s Good Friday so I don’t know what I was expecting ๐Ÿ˜›

But it’s like… you spend over 15 hours holed away in a single bedroom, not moving from the bed unless you needed to pee, then all of a sudden you’re thrust into a crowded, heaving mall. The lights were funny and I kept bumping into people by accident. I feltย soooooo out of it ๐Ÿ˜›

When I came home my parents had friends over so I sat and chatted with them for an hour or so. They’re really nice, they say I can stay with them in Shang Hai for a bit after I graduate. That or I could go and stay with their eldest son in Barcelona. Both are tempting options, I must say! ๐Ÿ˜€

Well… that’s all I can think of to say right now. It’s 20 past midnight right now and I’m tired. Every damn time I shut my eyes I see Jared Padalecki… this is unhealthy, haha… ha… hmmm…

Oh well, time to sleep! I’ll blog to you all tomorrow! ๐Ÿ™‚

Being Goldilocks

Being Goldilocks

Lots of people have appreciated my outfit so far. I’ll post a full length photo later (I’m in Biology right now, so kinda can’t).

TONIGHT I AM HAVING THE SUPERNATURAL MARATHON! AHHHHH!!!!!!! Chimmercharlie says I can’t show up unless I bring at least 10 dumplings… MUST REMEMBER DUMPLINGS.

My heart is crackling (yes. Crackling. Deal with it.) at the thought of 19 hours of Jared Padalecki. Yum.

What else…

Oh yeah. Heartbreaking update for you all. The Greece Dream. The reason I started this whole blog. It just got $720 lighter.

*Struggles to hold back sob*

Yes, dear friends and followers. I am paying for some of my Graduation things and it has come to a total of $720. I am no longer at โ‚ฌ1,054… right now I only have โ‚ฌ602.50. That’s it.

SG $$
Before: 1,680
After: 960

EU โ‚ฌโ‚ฌ
Before: 1,054
After: 602.50

See? Handing over the envelopes of cash made me feel faint… but I know it’s worth it (my new mantra). It’s worth it. It has to be worth it. I know the Phuket trip (the majority of the spent cash) WILL be worth it… it’ll be whether I’ll enjoy the rest of the money I’m spending.

The money wallet is thinner and lighter. It’s still got a significant amount of money in it… but homigod these are difficult times for me.

I have to raise the money back after I graduate. I know I CAN, it’s just how FAST can I do it? I’ll always think- if I hadn’t spent that money I’d be $720 richer right now… I need to figure out how to get over that hurdle… *Sigh*

Just think about Padalecki. Just think about Padalecki. Just think about Padalecki. *gulp*

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Near Events and Fangirling

Near Events and Fangirling

So there’s 36 days until exams.
And there’s 7 days until school’s out forever.

Something around 3 months until I graduate.

And from what my friends tell me… I have until Friday night to try and memorise what it feels like to be whole. I’m sleeping at Chimmercharlie’s house on Thursday night and we’re “going to school” on Friday (we’ll be on Easter holiday as of Friday) and so I’ll have until about 7-8pm on Friday.

We’re going to try and finish Season 2. I hear very scary things about Season 2. As a Team Sam fangirl… apparently the ending Season 2 will leave me on the floor gasping for air like a fish out of water…

It’s going to be bad. I’m almost temped to not watch to the end, but I know I won’t get a chance to later… I want to catch up with the girls so bad. SO BAD! But not at the cost that I know is unavoidable. Thinking about what could possibly damage me so hard at the end of this season makes my heart hurt.

PLUS I’ve reached my Tumblr reblog limit (grrrrrrr), which means I’m just torturing myself as I scroll through all these posts that I want… no… NEED on my blog that are about beautiful men (like my Jared, or my Aaron and such like).

I’ve got to revise now… two songs on repeat- Imagine Dragons’ “It’s Time” and “Radioactive”… yes I am aware just how far behind I am on music trends, haha.

So Thursday-Friday is going to be fun. Expect lots of ugly crying photos. LOTS. Expect me to fangirl and moan and try to rip my heart out…

I won’t be able to tear it from myself though because I’ve already given it to Jared. I won’t be able to surrender it because it’s going to have been torn out already. The season ending is going to be brutal. And it only gets worse from there I hear.

I really have no idea what I’ve gotten myself into. I thought I did. I never wanted this. This deep, dark, dank hole. It’s testing my limits, pushing my fangirling to new heights.

I don’t want to watch Supernatural but I NEED TO *desperate gasping*

English after this… ew.

Okay. Breathe.

Keep calm and keep up the pretense of studying.
#IB Mantra

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