It’s Getting Close

Nearly going to be a graduate! High school officially ends in 45 minutes and I’m so scared… I can feel my heart beating a little harder and there’s a trembling in my fingers…

I don’t know if I’m ready to grow up yet. It’s like I’m a baby bird about to be catapulted out of her nest- I’ll either be able to learn to fly or I’ll fall to my death… even if my flying is jilted from bad technique- at least it’s better than smooshing into the ground.

Does that analogy make any sense?

I’m in a weird place right now.

We watched “The Little Mermaid” in Biology (hurhurhur) and our teacher wrote us all personalised poems. In English we watched two TED Talks, which were pretty interesting. In Philosophy my awesome teacher gave us all these Chinese jade keychain things- “Plato’s Pig” I think she called it. I’ll have to check though.

Aside from that I’m trying not to think about exams starting in TWO WEEKS FROM NOW OMFG! This time in two weeks I’ll have finished my first IB exam. Shoot me.

Confidential

This right here is a list of my pranks for one of my teachers. Lots of prep crammed into a few A4 pages.

By “lots” I mean what I could scrape from my mind today during our rehearsals. I had one lesson today- Chemistry- we sat around eating chocolate cake. That’s it. We had acapella rehearsals after school and it’s really coming together!

Seeing as we’re the finale piece of the whole school assembly I’d damn well hope we’re coming together!! Haha! It should be good! 😀

So…. yeah… everything is totally out of control, but in a good way. We’re stressing about fun things for once.

There’s so much work to do tomorrow. SO MUCH WORK. I tell you, it should be great. I’ll list my pranks and upload photos etc on Friday or Saturday (I’m not taking the risk of fellow schoolmates finding them early) :3

Night all! 🙂

End of Another Day

Argh this is all moving so fast. The stress is obvious at the moment because my skin is AWFUL… it hasn’t been this bad since I first encountered puberty. Ughhh.

Just finishing Chemistry (in which I’ve done no chemistry and only revised for a Descartes timed essay up next) and about to head to my doom… *cough cough* I meant to say Philosophy lesson. She gave us a P3 mock paper yesterday, the finished essay due today… but I didn’t finish it… So I wrote a plan of the essay (it’s a looong plan- 3 sides!) and hope she won’t kill me. I’ve finished 2 other essay plans that were due WEEKS (dare I say MONTHS) ago…

We have a Descartes (P2) mock paper and I’m so screwed… I haven’t really revised Philosophy (*ehem* anything *ehem*) over the holidays and so I’m worried I’ll screw it up and give her a heart attack…

I really need to get to the class… it started 5-7 minutes ago and my Chemistry teacher hasn’t dismissed us yet. Jeepers.

The good news about tomorrow is that I hardly have ANY lessons tomorrow. Concert rehearsals are going on ALL day and I only have half a Chemistry lesson that I have to go to… the rest of it is singing and chilling. YAY ME! Then we have acapella rehearsals after school…

Ooooooh… which reminds me… I have two tuition sessions after school today. Ouch… :S

Anyway, I spoke with our HOY at break and he was no help at all (like a fireplace without fire) and so we have the option to perform whenever we like on Friday… UGH! I just want a concrete YES you perform HERE or NO you perform THERE! There are two assemblies on Friday and so I have no idea what’s going on…….. aegosuishfljkes

Not to mention I’ll only be in the 2nd assembly for about half an hour because we have to go to dress rehearsals because the concert is that night.

3 More High School Wake Ups

So that was a fun morning assembly. Goodness I can’t wait to get out of this damn school. I suppose the silver lining is that that was the very last assembly with my HOY I’ll ever have… except for the graduation assembly we have on Friday that I’ll be leaving early from for rehearsals.

Every damn week he does the countdown.

Today he FINALLY brought up Prom and was like: “oh hey lol there’s a prom email going out tonight lol yeah do the form and get the cheque and bring it in tomorrow or else lol”. I want to throttle him.

Then he went on to talk about Muck Up Day and how it shouldn’t be called “Muck Up” Day and that we’re essentially getting rid of it thanks to last year’s cohort. Which is great. Not. One by one they’re whittling away our “Sixth Form Privileges”.

We have a fire drill during P2 so that should be interesting… today is pretty full on actually…

P1- Normal
P2- Fire drill
Break- Ladakh meeting + See HOY about acapella performance on Friday
P3- Concert rehearsals
P4- Normal (ughhhh it’s English… might try to skip it… but he has DEFINITELY seen me in school so I’ll need to be very careful about how I do this…)
Lunch- Choir rehersals
P5- Normal
P6- Normal (but I have an essay due in that I haven’t done, whoops)
Biology Tuition
Maths Tuition

And then I get to stop and breathe and TRY to get an English essay done for tomorrow. IBFML. No, I am the main reason I’m in this shitty position. I don’t know how to get my act together… I’ll sort it out somehow.

Whatever.

You guys were a bit funny yesterday, the searches that got you here were quite nice!

All except the marshmallow death one were quite sweet! 😛

Back To School One Last Time

Oh dear god. I’m here. It’s here. This is finally happening. I’m in the final countdown until my last day of high school EVER.

Last night I watched about 5-6 hours of behind the scenes/ comicon interviews for Supernatural. SO FREAKING GOOD. But now my eyes are sore as hell.

Somehow I changed my background desktop picture too… I have no idea how to turn it back or if I even WANT to turn it back… it’s a still from “A Day in Jared and Jensen’s Life”. (OMG WHY ARE THEY SO GODLIKE AND BEAUTIFUL)… it’s from their make-up trailer bit where Jared’s eating all the candies :3

Here:

*gurgles*

*collapses*

*convulses*

Excuse me while I scrape my ovaries off the wall…

It’s certainly an improvement on my previous background (my IB exam schedule- which I now know by heart) and I certainly need his gorgeous face to get me through each hellish day. I really make this much harder for myself than it needs to be. If only I would do the freaking work…

Last High School Holiday Ever

I let Chimmercharlie do my make up…

(She needed it for her Theatre coursework- never fear, we’re not THAT weird… most of the time)

I can’t believe it. Tomorrow I go back to school. Ew.

Today was alright. I had my hair cut (HATE HAIRDRESSERS OMG **sees red**), which apparently required 2 people. Ugh. The actually CUTTING of the hair REALLY sucks though… I’ve been growing it for about 6 years now

After that I got the MRT to Chimmercharlie’s for lunch. We finished Season 3!!! I just started Season 4 of ‘Supernatural’! OMG SO GOOD! YAY I’VE FINALLY MET CAS!!!!!

As for work/revision- nada. I’m working on that now though. Fingers crossed I’ll get all my Chinese writing papers in… that’s the one I’m most concerned about. Then Philo… then English… in short- I’m screwed (Y)

Oh well, I better get cracking. Bye!!

It’s just weird beyond belief that I’ll never have a school holiday at my school EVER AGAIN! No more half term breaks, no more term breaks, no more summer holidays… *shudder*

Choices

Current Status: Revising at Chimmercharlie’s place

But I wasn’t about 2 hours ago… hurhurhur

The mission: Get Muck Up Day Costumes has been completed! I’m going to match Chimmercharlie, Manders and Pheebers. I won’t say WHAT our costume/s is/are… but it’s going to be good :3

I’ve also been looking at Prom Dresses with my mum and have found a few potentials (yay!). Furthermore- I tried on a Cinderella dress at the costume shop and although it wasn’t amazing (I have a photo somewhere) it was better than nothing. I felt like a princess in it- it was like a big kid’s princess dress (sort of like the ones that mums make for their kids…). I’ll upload a picture later if I can…

Prom and Muck Up Day have had me preoccupied for the last 2 days. Muck Up Day is LESS THAN A WEEK AWAY!! I can’t believe my last 4 and a half days of school are finally here!

o.O

Also. I finished the first half of Buffy Season 4 and desperately want to get my hands on the second half of the season. I’ve tried to swear off Supernatural for the next 33 days (well I actually started yesterday… then promptly watched episode 13 of Season 3), but I can see it being very hard. I don’t know what will be harder- watching the Winchester boys suffer… or NOT watching them. Ugh. The hard decisions we fangirls must make.

Mum’s Home

So naturally I run as far as I possibly can in the other direction. She’s barely been back 5 hours and we’ve already had a monster fight (my throat is so sore…). Ugh. I knew this would happen. I really don’t see myself getting a Muck Up Day costume OR a Prom Dress. Mumzilla is on the loose and there really isn’t anything I can do about it.

She’s insulted me in every possible manner in the space of one “conversation”. I really don’t think I’ll cope with her being back. We get under each other’s skins and tear each other down.

IT’S SO FRUSTRATING.

I’m with Chimmercharlie now so I’m trying to chill out and focus. I just want to bury reality already. Study is actually an attractive option in comparison to going home- and I don’t mean “study” (the: we’re watching Supernatural lol), I mean STUDY study (as in actually LEARNING things).

I’m so over being 18.

And pre-grad.

Catching Up

Eeeesh. So much to say and so little effort to say it. I’ve just downloaded pretty much every Disney song ever (that’s… over 40 something songs). Yay me! Plus a little of “The Piano Guys” music while I was at it- I love their mash ups!!

Okay… let’s start at the very beginning (a very good place to start).

I went clubbing on the 6th (yes, I finally got my act together and went), then slept over at Chimmercharlie’s. We went to Marina Bay Sands again, hit up Ku De Ta and Avalon. It really irks me that we still bother with Avalon when we all know it’s shit. Seriously, I’ve been about 3-4 times now and it’s been crap every dang time. The dancefloor is so big that no-one starts dancing until 1am! That is rubbish!!!!! Especially since we have to be home by 2am. At 1am people start to “fill” (in the broadest sense of the word- by this I mean that half the floor is still empty) the dancefloor.

*Rolls eyes*

Anyway, we went, we danced a little (no sweat broken… so I’d hardly call that “dancing”) then went home EARLY because it was so dull out. Yeah. Well- not before Chimmercharlie got a guy’s number (soooo funny, he just gave it to her right as we were about to leave). Umm… so we got back to her place and then watched “Stardust” at my request. SUCH a cute movie! It’s been soooo long since I’ve watched the whole thing start to end. The guy who plays Tristan is soo cute :3

Hmmm… we went to sleep at about 4:20am and then woke up at 10am-ish. After that her dad dropped us to school, where we promptly watched 2 more episodes of Supernatural! Yay! 😀

After that we went home and I went to see “The Croods” with my dad (**purrrrrrr** I love Guy so much. It’s crazy how many feels an animated character can force out of me). Then we went home and watched the second Bourne movie (verrrrrry good!) and to finish the night off we watched a couple of episodes of “Hyperdrive” (a British comedy show with Nick Frost and Miranda Hart).

So yeah! After that we went to bed… exciting stuff, I know, haha.

This morning my sister got home from Australia (mum’s coming back later in the week), dad flies out tonight to see his dad, so I’ll have the house to myself more or less. Dad dropped me into school about an hour or so ago and I’ve done no work so far- I plan to start some more past papers after I post this so yeah. Bye all! 🙂

Recap of the Day

I’ve had a lovely day so far! After we stayed up until 3am chatting about boys and such like, we went to sleep until… 10? Ish? Sooooo nice!

Breakfast was phwoarrrrrrrrr! We went to this pancakes place down the road from where Staples lives… Let me show you EXACTLY what I ordered because HOLY MOLY I don’t think I’ll be eating for the rest of the day… no week… no month.

Mine is the chocolatey-o-chocolate one in the top right of the photo… Mmmmm

I think there is more sugar in my blood than salt. The pancakes were GLORIOUS! Mouth-gasms. I really can’t recommend the place more (it’s called “Strictly Pancakes”)! Unffff, yum!

After that we (by “we”, I mean Pheebers, Staples and I) hung around her house listening to music and singing and taking photos of each other. It was sooo niiiiice! I felt like I was in one of those girlie movies where they all lie on the bed and chat and it’s idyllic. That’s what it felt like!

Then I had to come back to reality and come to school. I’ve done fuck all. Absolutely nothing.

I played solitare for about an hour… then I got sucked into the vacuum that is Tumblr. I only just clawed my way out of that- but not before finding a picture of my latest movie crush:

This is “Guy” from “The Croods”. If you haven’t seen it- GO! It’s SO GOOD! I also found out why I fell in love with this character so fast (besides him being utterly gorgeous)- he’s voiced by none other than RYAN FREAKING REYNOLDS!!!  :O :O :O :O :O :O

Did NOT see that one coming! o.O

I’m going to see it again with my dad later tonight. I’m very excited! 😀

What else….. yeah… I’m going to try and work now. REALLY. I have about 40 minutes. I am so crap. Why can’t I just be motivated like a normal person? It’s like I’m inherently lazy. Procrastination is the only way I know how to live. FML.